Friday, September 29, 2006

everytime i find, someone that i like, we only end up just being friends.

i know, i know, we're just friends.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

had 3 papers today. sci mcq and mt paper 1 and 2.

fucking tired now. just finish playing owww 2 jam.
millie left half way. ):

cb, lai ang. physics tmr. yay last paper alr. hohooo.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

There's smth i wanna share with all of you. One of our changkatian passed away ytd due to his heart attack. :/

im typing according to what the newspaper had written. ERM, my ENGRISH NORT THAT GOOD WOR.

a 17yr old chinese guy died of heart attack last night. by the time he reached the hospital, he couldnt make it.

17 yr old JunJie, sec 4nt from changkat changi sec. school.
he is only 17 but he is really big size.

his aunt said, JunJie, his sister and his grandma were at home at arnd 930.

out of the sudden, he felt a pain in his chest. he had difficulties in breathing and he was having cold sweat. his sister and grandma were terrified that they didnt know what to do. so they decided to call his aunt.

his aunt stated that she was working at that time. his sister was screaming, " kor kor cannot breathe , he is feeling very uncomfortable! come back!"

when his aunt reached home, she saw him with a very pale look and he even rolled up his eyes. not long, he fainted without breathing. she quickly called the ambulance, however, by the time he reached the hospital, he had alr passed away.

his aunt also stated that his father left home the last 6months and his mother was still in a coma cus she was sick for the last 2 months.

his aunt doesnt has any children so she somehow regard junjie as her own. she called him baby, darling or boyboy.everyone loves the both of them.

when the doctor was about to take junjie away, his sister kept crying and shouted, "dont take away my brother!"

junjie is a very obedient child. he always visit his mother 4-5 times a week no matter what in hospital but due to his weakness, he couldnt visit as much anymore.but now, he couldnt even see his mother again.

sigh, his sister is really the most helpless one. she lost almost everyone now.
i hope junjie would rest in peace. -pray-
oh no, i cant believe im crying. even i dont know who he is. but i can feel the pain in him. he has so much thing not yet done. like this is the last yr for him in changkat and this happened to him. well, im sure he was waiting for his mother to gain conscious but he cant even see her for the last time.
hi, we're the firewomen. i think our hair gonna get burned. and my specs. jen, your eyes. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!
fought with this bloody army shane. you bloody angmoh HEH.
firewoman emi was trying to save the purple frog with NOTHING. isnt she brave?
i know i look like a fuckass with that fuckass specs. HUHUHUHUHU~
toyrus was super fun. haha. so silly. so shit. so lame.
fuck, my eyelids are closing. HAHA. so fuan-ni.

and im gonna use that math paper t rub my ass. damn.
o2 jam! JAM JAM! kaya jam!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

youre sucha BITCH.

Monday, September 25, 2006

OHOO! HADY IS THE SPORE IDOL! taufik's voice improve man. I DREAM~~


history paper tmr. like wth. i was told it would be REAL difficult.
i think god is playing with me man.
this is the first time im gonna STUDY for humans and yet it would be a diff paper? damn. i think im fated not t have that paper. lol. -faint.

jam jam jam! YAY! millieisemo.

ahwell, dreamt that jen saw a ghost in my house. WTF. hahaa.

i miss LUSH, i miss VIPS!!!!!! o lvl faster end!!!!!

and yes, was telling jen that this is our last yr t sing our school song, pledge wadever. hahaa. yea, im gonna sing on the last paper of o's. GOSH.

hahaha. so huan-ni[funny] okay muahmuah all.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

chem paper tmr. sian sian sian.

had an awful dream this morning. hahaa.i cried when i woke up. LOL.
this is what happen.
there are two different dreams.

jenny-my neighbour[real neighbour] and i were at her place[which is my aunt's hs.] and then i hate my this auntie alot which ive no idea why and then, i did something t her car, so when she started her engine, she had an accident. LOL.

so jenny and i saw wad had happened and we were terrified. i told her everything will be okay and yar, she said she wanted to zi shou and i held on her and said that its my bad, let me zi shou instead.
**********************************************************************

Angelina Jolie, me and two other girls were at some place. Then AJ was in her Tomb Rider clothes. LOL. we were both in one team and the other girls in another team. i had this very long gun[ those army guns] lol. and some powder. and the bullets are CANDLES. AHAHAHA. okay.not long, we started. we won! HAHHAHAHAHA. so fun siol. i rmbered i threw some powder to the other party and she screamed then *bang bang* i shoot her down. WOHOO!!

time t leave that wadever place. then suddenly change of people. we were in a car. then this lady got into the car as well. some stranger with two dogs. she got in and then she went out again leaving the two dogs behind.
i got really frustrated so i asked the driver to leave her alone and move on.
but she didnt want to.

then i cant rmber what happen, i got so angry that everyone knew that lady and i was the one who doesnt know her. then i kept scolding fuck cb and stuff. ahhaha. so shiok.

when i reached my aunt's hs, all i said is KNN, pua cb and all la. then my relatives all stared at me. i rushed into the toilet and cried. when i looked into the mirror, i look like one lil girl. as in when i was like primary 4. OMG. that was the scary part. HAHA. then i woke up alr la, got tears siol. LOL.

SO LAME.
anw, lidya had finished her prelims. ):
cant wait t see her! she told me ben got spitted. damn that hell moron. he is lucky enough that ben didnt bash him up. hahaa. alright, gonna take a rest now. muah muah.
slowly, it becomes a habit. ):

Friday, September 22, 2006

dreamt of him everytime i fall back t slp. HAHA. shiokanathan.

yea, im waiting. :/
feel damn irritated nowadays. argh.

flunk my math paper today.

fuck that driver.
ITS GREEN MAN , MIND YOU.
cheebye horn horn horn, horny horner.

shane liao HEH.

fuck lao. HAHA. i like to scold her when im not in the mood.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I AM FUCKING PISSED.

DAMN ALL OF YOU.

WHY?

DONT ASK ME WHY.

BECUS THE SKY SO HIGH.

ARGH!
just came back frm mini's place. i love that pillow fight section. wanted t play make up make up, LOL. :c and that pris woke up when we're to leave lol.
argh, wisdom tooth is killing me like fuck again. anyway, ss paper today. HAHA, i come all tgt ah. i think i really screwed up. lol.

SIGH, why is he acting this way?

1. Starting Time: 1957
2.Full Name: EMILIA CHONG AH LING. no la, Huiling. :c
3.Best Friend(s): CAT, JENNIKU, MINISAN, PICILLA, POPIAH, SHANE, XW and alot alot worzzzz.
4.Sexiest Friend: SHANE LA HOR.
5. Funniest Friend(s): my friends are all funny.
6. Smartest friends: yea, like shane said, everyone is smart in their own ways. (:
7. Dumbest Person: ME.
8. Shyest Friend: i dont like shy people leh. :c
9. Most boring person: very entertaining friends. TOO OVER.
10. Who Do you get advice from: depends.

11. Height : 159cm, 160 also dont want t give!
12. Date Of Birth: 2dec 1989.
13. Righty / Lefty : RIGHTY
15. Shoe Size : 5
16.Shoe Brand: alot eh.
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: err, NOPE.
19. Siblings: horrible elder sis.
20. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: NO LA, nobody wants.
21. Crush: meehee :B
22. Liked a Teacher: MR CHAN. lol.
23. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: -.-
24. Ran Into a Glass Door: MUHAHAHA! but i saw my dad ran into. HAHHA!
25. Gone Skinny Dipping: no, shane wanna try. i also want!
26. Nearly hit by a car: ALMOST.
27. Ran into a parked car: LOL, wot for?

Girls Fill Out About Guys

28. Boxers or Briefs: eee, BRIEFS. HAHA. boxers la deh.
29. Tall or Short : TALL la deh.
30. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: BOTH!
31. Body or Personality: personality.
32. Ear Pierced or Not : YES.
33. Sporty or Outdoorsy: BOTH.
34. Good or Bad guy: BAD. nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai wot.

Guys Fill Out on girls

35. G or hipster undies:
36. Tall or Short :
37. Long Hair or Short:
38.Dark or Light Eyes:
39. Light/Dark Hair:
40. Body or Personality:
41. Ears Pierced or Not:
42. Good Girl/Bad Girl:
43.Hair Up or Down :
44. Sporty or Classy:
45. Chicken or Not Afraid:

Which One is Better
46. Coke or pepsi: co-ke.
46. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: HAHA, wot bout KFD?
48. Cats or Dogs : DOGS!
49. Coffee or Tea : or me? HAHA.
50. Eastside or westside: town la.
51.Vanilla or chocolate: chu ku li.
51.Cake or Cookies: cookies!
53.Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: neither.
54. Sunset or Sunrise: BOTH. so romantic ah!
55. Day or Night: Night.
56. Lights on or off : depends la. wah lao. lol.
57. Summer or Winter: both.

Your favourite
58. Food:im very picky!
59. Holiday destination: shrugs-
60. Radio Station: 98.7,90.5
61. Place: a place where i can express my feelings.

In The Future
62. Will you believe in God: yea, my own God.
63. What you want to be when u grow up: Dancer, Designer.

Random Questions
64. Definite love: love is wonderful.
65. Favourite Place: ALOT WOR.
66. Favourite day(s) of the week: friday and sat.
67. Bedtime: late late.
69.Satan or God or atheist: -.-

More questions
70. Do you love someone right now: hmm, not love.
71. Do you care about someone: everyone.
72. Do you think of someone everyday: YES.
73. Do you think someone is special in any way: maybe?
74. Finishing time: 2011
75. Date: 19 September 2006

Monday, September 18, 2006



BIG BAD MILLIE.

thanks anyway!

its after 12, which means its monday. which means tmr is tue. duh i know.
prelims start tmr. BIG BIG SIGH.

i better try for this prelims. if i still fail my humans, i doubt i'll be taking it for o's. haha.

i wanna go for a swim. anyone?

if i should continue...

Saturday, September 16, 2006

after talking to shane, i realised there's another path in my life.

thanks hon.

sigh, well, at least i know what im gonna do after o's.
same t you, shane. HAHA.

prelims approaching. gud luck t me.
02 JAM!

Friday, September 15, 2006

Take The Lead is really nice. just got the disc frm pris.
gosh. that gives me goosebumps. damn.

one of the guys pretty cute. teehee.

sigh, missmiss.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

slept throughout the lessons today.

my mummy damn lame. she msged me , " 2 day got bull see " which means "buxi" as in tuition.

after my nap, she started nagging. like im not gonna care about this house anymore, im not your maid , im not gonna do wadever im not supposed t do, youre 18, youre this , youre that.

like wad the fuck man. im not even 17.
so i thought she was having her mood swing, so i dont wanna ans back.

tuition sucks big time. couldnt concentrate.
and then, mum started t nag again.
fuck la nag nag nag. make me feel more stress.
she just dont understands. ARGH!

and now she telling me nicely t eat PAPAYA. wad the fangpi.

fuck off everything la.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

discussed bout Grad Night in class. wow, it would be gr8 if its held in some hotel. instead of the school hall. -.-

during art period, got this guy came into the rm and talked t the teachers.
he is a GUY. but he sounded like a woman and he has breast.
yar, so everyone was like whispering and laughing and stuffs.
but after mrs chan told me what happened t him, i felt so bad man.

he had a brain tumor when he was 7. due to the therapy that he have t go through, caused him like THAT. Just like THAT. *snap. So sad. :/

brought my board home. thanks millie's uncle. (:
thanks JULIAN.

met the girls at TEEEEEE mart t study. hahah, that down syndrome guy was there. SEE, he wasnt there ytd cus i didnt go. YAY, and he went cus i went! lol.

he was really scary today, he wrote his house number on a piece of paper and put it on our table, which is on julian's table. LOL. so damn funny, and he was so shy! aiyo so cute. and then pris wrote ILOVEYOU back on that paper and passed it to him. HE PASSED IT SOMEONE ELSE. MUHAHHA! and after jiaqi came, he wrote on another piece and he showed t us and smiled. OMG. Jiaqi got so scared that she kept hiding. lol. damn funny.

well, at least he entertained us the most. lol.

then stupid fucking stomach cramp. think my mense is coming, tmr or the day after tmr. CONFIRM AH. dad fetched me home. and millie doesnt seems to be very happyyyyyy. :/

LIPING, i need fresh air. LOL.

if what jen said is true, i will give her 187349208912083410628347987 dollars.
but i know its not possible cus she always see WRONG THINGS. lol.

just take me away.
they got the power.
they got the cheer.
they got the charm.

everyone has a dream.

i envy them just so much.
they made me goosebump, that shows how great they are.

if only i got my dream come true, i would abandon everything.( say only la, but i will.)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

hah, got this frm jess's blog. im so hell damn bored so yar, (:

1) single, taken or crushing?
err, crushing.

2) are you happy with your life now?
not really. :/

3)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
i'll get to know him as long as possible first. heve gotta see my true colors. the crazy side of me. HHAHHA.

4)have you ever had your heartbroken?
YES.

5)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
HAH, NO WAY.

6)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
WE SHALL SEE. seriously, i wont let him off.

7)have you talk bout marriage with another before?
NO. hey, im still young man. but i thought of it.

8)do you want children?
YES! i want boys. heehee.

9)how many?
the most 3. too many, heart attack.

10)would you consider adoption?
yeap, possible, foreigners? HAHA.

11)if someone like you right now,what do you thing is the best way to let you know his feelings?
i dont tell. im afraid of being rejected. or maybe i'll make him like me first. LOL!

12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
yeap, being loved is really great.

13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
kiss and hug.

14)do you believe in love at first sight?
have not met one yet. heh heh. i shall use my electric eyes more often.

15)are you romantic?
well, depends.

16)do you believe you can change someone?
no, i love him for who he is. (:

17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
Paris. :D

18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
If its my fault. HAHA. im stubborn.

19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
yea. hweelings.

20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
i dont think so.

21)have you ever broken a heart?
hah, yes. :c

22)if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with,what would you do?
depends on the guy. he better choose me. HAHA.

23)are you missing someone now?
yes i am.

who ever wanna do this, you can copy from jess's blog. lol.
and thanks zul man. otherwise i'll stuck in that mofo window messenger. (:

Monday, September 11, 2006

ma leh ma leh hom. something is wrong with the com.
MSN is mood-swinging!

what a day.

first thing in the morning, i wore my sis's contact lenses to school.
i told my mum that i couldnt really see clearly.
i told kaku as well.
AIYO. SO LAME.

and then, i have to cover my monroe the whole day in school.
HO saw and asked me t take it out. LOL. but i was like aiya, later.
KAW, i dont know. i hope he wont ask me t take it out, oh pls. he is a teacher who follows every single rule in school. well, cmon just a another 2 months, i wont be seeing you man, let me off, will you? :c

oh yea, sorry julian bout that thing yo. (:

52 more days t o lvl? or 49? argh, cant rmber. seriously, i cant even be bothered.

kaku, millie, pris, dreas and kel came over t my place t watch PULSE.
damn the pisai. IT'S NOT NICE AT ALL. so lame.

watched STAY ALIVE instead. this is the second time im watching. at least, i get t understand better now with MILLIE-SU. *beams*

Elizabeth keeps appearing in my mind. i dont know. i wanna know more bout her man.

like HEY. why are all Sagittarius guys left handed? GOSH. as in not all. but usually. like WOW. haha. why cant Sagittarius girls be more PRETTY?! :c

hohoho. c FACE. lol.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

just finished watching STAY ALIVE. hahaha. its bout elizabeth smth smth. but hey, she is real. here is her story.

Elizabeth Bathory was born in Hungary in 1560,

approximately a hundred years after Vlad the Impaler died.

One of her ancestors Prince Steven Bathory, was even a

commanding officer who helped Vlad Dracula In 1546, when

he claim the throne in Wallachia back again.At the time

Elizabeth was born, her parents George and Anna Bathory

belonged to one of the oldest and wealthiest families in the

country. Her cousin was the prime minister in Hungary,

another relative was cardinal, and her uncle Stephan later

became King of Poland. But the Bathory-family, beside the

very rich and famous, also contained some very strange

relatives. One uncle was known to be a devil-worshipper, and

other members of the family were mental insane and

perverted.


In the spring 1575, at the age of 15, Elizabeth was married to

Count Ferencz Nadasdy, who was 25. The Count added her

surname to his, so Elizabeth could keep her family name

Bathory. After the marriage they moved to Castle Csejthe a

mountaintop fortress overlooking the village of Csejthe, which

lies in the north-western part of Hungary. Count Ferencz

spent a great deal of time away from home, often fighting

against the Turks. He was a very brave and daring soldier on

the battlefield, and later in life he earned a reputation as the

"Black Hero of Hungary".



While her husband was pursuing his passion for war,

throughout all the 25 years they were married, Elizabeth was

often left to herself, and her life became more and more

boring. To kill some time, beside admiring her own beauty in

the mirror for hours, she took on young men as lovers, and

onetime she even ran of with one, but she soon returned home

and the Count forgave her. Another thing Elizabeth did to

amuse herself while home alone, was to pay visits to her aunt

Countess Klara Bathory, an open bisexual. She presumably

enjoyed herself with her aunt Klara, since she visited her

aunt's estate frequently.



It was also then she began to develop an interest in the occult.

An old maid named Dorothea Szentes, also called Dorka, who

was a real witch, instructed her in the ways of witchcraft and

Black Magic. Later Dorka became Bathory's helping hand,

when she was encouraging Elizabeth's sadistic tendencies, like

the inflicting of pain upon people. Together with Dorka,

Elizabeth began the task of disciplining the female servants,

and torture them in an underground chamber. In the

Countess's service, as helpers in the macabre punishments of

the servants, was her old nurse Iloona Joo, her manservant

Johannes Ujvary and a maid named Anna Darvula, who

alleged also was Elizabeth's lover.



With the aid of this crew, Elizabeth made Castle Csejthe to a

place of pure evil. She would always find excuses to inflict

punishment and torture, upon her young servant girls. She

preferred to having the victim stripped naked and then whip

the girl on the front of her nude body rather than the back not

only for the increased damage this would do, but so that she

then could watch their faces contort in horror at their most

grim and burning fate. Another favorite was when she would

stick pins, in various sensitive places on the victims body, such

as under fingernails.



In 1600 Ferencz died and Elizabeth's period of real terror

began. First of, she sent her hated mother-in-law away.

Secondly, she would have peace to enjoy a new kind of bath,

that nobody was to known of. Short before her husband died

something happened, that changed Elizabeth's life. She was

now close to 40 and time, had taken it's toll on her

appearance. Elizabeth tried to conceal the wrinkles through

cosmetics. But this could not cover the fact, that she was

getting old and close to losing her beauty.


Then one day it happened. A young chambermaid accidentally

pulled Elizabeth Bathory's hair while combing it. The

infuriated Countess slapped the girl's head so hard, that blood

spurted from her nose, which splashed upon her own hand.

Where the blood had touched her skin, Elizabeth immediately

though it took on the freshness of her young chambermaid's

skin. She then got hold of Johannes Ujvary and Dorka to

undress the young girl, upon holding her arms over a big vat,

then they cut her arteries. After the young girl was dead

Elizabeth then stepped into the vat, and took a bath in her

chambermaid's blood. She was now sure, she had found the

secret of eternal youth through this vampirism. She had

discovered that blood is life.



Over the next ten years, Elizabeth Bathory's evil trusted

helpers provided her with beautiful young girls, from some

neighboring villages, upon the cover of hiring them as servants

to Castle Csejthe. Back in the castle, the young girls would be

mutilated and killed, so the Countess could take her blood

baths. Sometimes, she would even drink their blood, to gain

some sort of inner beauty. But soon Elizabeth began to realize

that the blood of simple peasant girls, was having little effect

on the quality of her skin. Better blood was now required.

Elizabeth then started picking girls from some of the

surrounding lower nobility. These noble girls were consumed

in exactly the same beastly fashion as the peasant girls who

preceded them.


However, with the disappearance of girls of noble birth,
Elizabeth was now

becoming very careless in her actions. People who lived in the neighboring


villages, had already begun to talk. And soon the rumor about the horror in

Castle Csejthe reached the Hungarian Emperor. The Emperor then ordered

Elizabeth's own cousin, the Count Cuyorgy Thurzo, who was governor of the

province to raid the castle.


On December 30, 1610. A band of soldiers led by Elizabeth's own cousin, raided

Castle Csejthe at night. They were horrified by the terrible sights in the

castle. A dead girl was lying in the main hall, drained of blood, another girl,

who had her body pierced, was still alive. In the dungeon they later discovered,

were several girls waiting in prison cells, some of whose bodies had been

tortured. Below the castle, they found the bodies of some 50 dead girls.


During the trial 1611, a register with the names of around 650 victims, was


found in the Countess's living quarters. But the trial was largely just for show

and to make the occasion "official". A complete transcript of the trial was made

at the time, and it still remains today in Hungary. All of Elizabeth's four

accomplices were sentenced to death. Only Elizabeth was not brought before a

court and tried. She remained confined in her castle while her four sadistic


accomplices were tried for their crimes.



But she got her punishment, when the Hungarian Emperor demanded her

condemn to lifelong imprisonment in her own castle. Stonemasons were

brought to her Castle Csejthe, to wall up the windows and the door to the

bedchamber with the Countess still inside. Here she would spend the remaining

days of her life, with only a small opening for food to be passed to her.


In 1614, four years after she was walled in, one of the Countess's jailers found


her food untouched. After peeking through the small opening in Elizabeth's

walled-up cell, he saw her lying face down on the floor. Elizabeth Bathory the

"Blood Countess" was dead at the age of fifty-four.

Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: ON [ *kang kang* ]
Dresses Ghetto: OFF
Dresses Gothic: OFF
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: ON
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: DM
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: DM [ also not my lungs. lol ]
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: DM [ keep smiling. like some mental ppl man ]
Calls you just to say Hi: ON [aww, so sweet. ]
Compliments you: ON [better not lie t me man]
Likes to talk: ON
Shy and quiet: OFF
Good dancer: ON [ SUPER ON. HAHA]
Wears jewellery: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has Black hair: ON
Has blonde hair: ON [ if its natural la deh ]
Has red hair: OFF [ ANG MOH la ]
Makeup: DM [ can share share (: ]
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON [ as long as its not lame ]
Loyal: ON

Laid back: OFF
Plays guitar: ON
Plays piano: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON [ON LA. HAAHAHAHAHHA! oops]
Easily jealous: OFF
Doesn't eat meat: DM
Has a tattoo: ON
Has a lip ring:ON
Has tongue ring: ON
fuck, wassup with it cheena smile and TWIST?
ahahha, mah sis. yucks shermin. LOl.
she is ignoring me.
pay me no attention at all.
yar, not at all. iloveher still.
happy birthday jon and steph! :D
huixian. florance. LOl.

snake on the plane. IS CUT! hahaa. hey, there's sex part know. tsktsk.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

hey that yellow and pink thingy. lol. no more alright, kids. rmber square square?
tht brown square face? cute isnt it.
seeeeee, u dont wanna take with me. and i shall post ur hwace. HAHAA. cute girl.
annoying blurred pic.
i look ew.
hello greenie millie.
TO MAKE YOUR FACE SMALLER. take pic like me!



i look sick.
hey jen mama.
whats up with the pierced girl man. :/
AIYOOOO, we went t plaza sing arcade. OMG. got this lil japanese boy damn cute la. he's alone, looking around. wonder what he was finding man. if he's lost, i dont mind keeping him! hahaha. so cuteeeeeee!

techno techno. yo ah yo ah yo. HAHAHAH! oops.

Friday, September 08, 2006

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
feeling so empty.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

hey its new. no more snow white. its a witch instead! thanks TY! hahaha!



waaahahaha, pris, for you.


like hi. shane , millie and pris are happily sms-ing. like so *sniff* not fair. while kaku got nth t worry about. ):

now i know everything. every single thing. i was sucha pisai man. there are so many FAKE people around. yes around me. wanna know who? hah. you are one of them. yes you. stop asking who. its YOU.

sorry, but not just you. i think there's you, ah you, yup you, uh huh you, you, you and ya you.

ARGH!

hey kids, new cartoon character. she's square square! meet square square!

cheer up pris, its alright girl. same for you liping.

those people better stop their bloody mouth. dont let me burn it.
*my facial expression* HAHAHHA. oops.

girls, bitchy
guys bastard-chy. LOL. -.-

i think i like you man but i hate you now. fork! foot! fook!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

caught GHOST GAME with kaku and dreas. HAHA. we were laughing all the way. LOL.

i wanna watch STAY ALIVE!!!!! and pluse. but its r21 i think. :c

met cat. girl ah, better tell me when ure off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they sent me home. aiyo so sweet eh.
school tmr. my monroe how man? plaster la. LOL!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

5n3 rocks my neh neh pok!

here are some pics that we usually do in class. so yar, enjoy! HAHAA.
so this is how we sleep in class. (:
sing? ya. dance as well. vid in pris's phone. HAHAA.
my classmates. si ah lian!
sweet girls eh? (:
gd morning!
MR HENG!!!!!
we drawwww on the wall.
help! im too sexy!
lesbians.
wa wa wa.
FUCKING SICK!
sibei SICK.

act cute liao la.
act hip hop liao la.
cute la hor.
cutest.

caught snake on a plane with zul, millie and shawn.

very nice. HAHA. then slacked arnddddd. weekdays is sick.

ya lor, im boring.
ya i know youre boring
ya lor.

okok. millie gets it.

steve irwin rocks! ): WAAA, i wanna eat all stingray!!!

ohno, please dont let it get worst again.

Monday, September 04, 2006

since he got that vid changed, i shall delete my entry.

see im nice too jessica. HAHA.

anw, out with mum and dad for dinner.
went t NTUC t get cooking salt.

*mum was looking arnd.
mum: see if its salt.
me: yes la. buy salt for wad.
mum: eat salt, so wont make you SOT.

waaa, funny ah? LOL. wad the pisai.
went home and sis called t meet them. AHAHA.
her friend damn lame la. omg. snake on a plane becomes snake on a bed.
asked me t enlarge my piercing so i'll get 3 mouth. eat, drink and smoke at the same time. LOL!

well, let's hope nth goes wrong tmr! :D

Saturday, September 02, 2006

out with popiah, millie, jen, dreas, julian, shane,manda, pris.
here are the pics!
the threesome.
HANNAH. hot la hor!
MUAHHAA. wwhoooppppssss! millie gonna kill me for that!
HEE. lucky shane.
kuakuuuuu.
si ren dreas.
dreas and manda!
yo priso. HAHA.
look at ur face.
pretty popiah and pretty kuaku!
here are some random pics of me and kuaku.....

miLlIe lOoKs sO cUtE wOrZzZ. -with her new hairstyle btw!
"oei tonight, my house?"
AHA! ma de. pa de.
wuuu. woowwww. wow oh wow yea eee yeaa.
che wad millie. i got so stressed.
manda's NAPE!
priso tongue. HAA. cheebeh. the way she talks make me laugh only.
popiah die also dont wanna take with me! ): MUST FORCE! so look at her smile. LOL.
HAHA. pris, ur face cramp ah. all got tongue alr la.
HAHA. one cannot laugh, one cannot talk, one cannot turn her head. LOL.cheebeh la. cannot laugh is the worst okay. must KEK.
finally! weeee. (: eh, imisshimlayouallknowwhorighthahahahaawadthepisai.
cat met us for awhile during her break but we spent time finding the piercing shop. sorry man cat. and in the end didnt meet up with her in tamp. bishen couldnt make it last min. roar. SORRY CAT. LOVELOVE!